What Does the Lord See?

The Lord gave me this message back in March of this year and I wrote it down. The title given to me by the Lord was "What Do I See?", I referring to the Lord, I wrote this as He spoke the words to me. I give God all the glory in each and every message. I write what He lays upon my heart to share with others. This message will be included in another book I am about to start working on. This is what the Lord sees from the beginning when we were sinners to when we gave our hearts to Him. I pray this message encourages you. I refers to our Lord Jesus Christ.
I see a child longing for his or her mom or dad. I see a child looking for love but in all the wrong places. I see a child starving for attention. I see a child battling disease. I see a child crying out for help. I see a child in need. I see a child's heart longing for so much more. I the Lord see it all. I know every thought before you speak it. I know your prayers and I the Lord am listening.
My child do you hear Me as I call out to you? I see your pain, your sorrow, your grief, and your broken heart. My child I am here with you for I have never left your side. Can you hear Me my child? Be still and listen as I am calling you. Silence my child. Listen to my still small voice as I whisper your name. Can you hear Me? Can you hear Me calling your name?
I have a job for you to do. I see you and I am going to restore you. Give it all to me My child. Surrender your heart to Me. I see you My child searching and here I am drawing near to you as you cry out for help.  Now I see a child surrendering their heart to Me and accepting Me as their Lord and Savior. Once what was broken and bruised, what was battered and torn, and what was shattered is now made new. I see a new child one who has faced trial after trial but has endured many battles, some that others know nothing about. I know your inner thoughts, deep dark secrets, the true desires of your heart. I have heard your cries and have answered. My child what I see in you cannot compare to what you can imagine. I see in you a beautiful child of God, My masterpiece. Psalm 139:13-16: "For you created my inmost being, you knit me together in my mother's womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place, when I was woven together in the depths of the earth. Your eyes saw my unformed body; all the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be." What once was lost is now found. I see a restored soul who endured the healing process. I have beautiful things in store for you, more than you can imagine or fathom! Look upon Me - keep your focus on Me always no matter what lies ahead.
I see a child who has won the fight. I see a child rising up in faith more and more. This child is you my beautiful one. I see a woman of God who rose above the trials, whose faith never wavered. I see a child who never quit no matter what came her way. I see a child who has never stopped believing in the dreams and promises that I the Lord have for her. I see a child who stayed positive despite all the negative the enemy threw her way. I see a child who is truly seeking Me and so desires the things of My heart. I see a child who knows My promises will be fulfilled for her. I see a child who has learned to pray boldly and speak with authority of the Word. I see a child who loves others and often goes without, such a reward you have waiting. I see a child who clings to the promises for she knows her calling will reach many souls for the Lord. I see a child of genuine faith. I see a woman after My own heart. That is you my beautiful one. Now my child you see what I see in you is just the beginning, there is so much more that I see in you than you can imagine.
The time has come my child to step out in faith. Now is the appointed time. I shall open up doors that no man can shut. This will take place suddenly. This is the season of suddenly, signs, wonders, and miracles. Follow my lead for I will show you the path to take. Go as I lead.  I will be speaking to you my child more and more, some during the day, some at night, and some in visions and dreams. Rise up My child for the glory of the Lord rises upon you. Isaiah 60:1 "Arise, shine, for your light has come and the glory of the Lord rises upon you." Many shall see the glory of the Lord upon your face. Be obedient, walk through the door I have for you. I have prepared you for this calling.
I pray this word from the Lord blesses you as much as it did me. This is how the Lord sees each of us.

Forgiveness

 

I would encourage everyone to truly forgive others, not just others but yourself. Sometimes we struggle with forgiving ourselves more than we do with forgiving others. I cannot express how God moved in my life and helped me to truly forgive my ex-husband and my friend. I can call her a friend now; at one time I did feel differently. When everything first happened and I found out the other woman was a friend of mine, it was devastating. Over time though, God moved in amazing ways. I had to be willing and yield to what God was doing. As I began to pray for my ex and my friend, things really began to change within my heart. I forgave my ex and my friend but I still had some things that I had not fully laid down. I fully surrendered it all to God and when I did that, complete healing and total forgiveness had taken place.

I remember when my daughter in love, Rachel had her baby shower and I was aware my friend would be there as well. It was truly amazing. After the baby shower, my friend and I began talking, in fact we talked in the parking lot for over an hour. I told her I loved her and that I had forgiven her and we both hugged one another. In fact when I see her at special events such as my grandson’s birthday or Christmas, we speak to one another and hug one another before leaving. Most people admit that would be hard for them. God changed my heart. I had asked God to help me love more like Him and I know God answered that prayer. God has truly brought joy to my life and it is hard to put into words even now what all God is doing. I feel His glory and presence upon my life and so very thankful and blessed. .

Love holds the key to forgiveness. We must love like Christ. We are to forgive others if we are to be forgiven. God bore our sins on the cross so that we might be saved. When we accept Christ as our Lord and Savior and ask His forgiveness and repent of our sins, we become His child. He forgave us so we must forgive others. Was it hard at first to forgive my friend? Yes it was BUT God had other plans, far greater plans for me. I sought the Lord and it was only through Him that I was able to truly forgive my ex and friend. It took God speaking to my heart many years ago when my dad left my mom for another woman, someone our family knew very well. God spoke to me through His Word, John 19:17-30 where Jesus was crucified on the cross for our sins. He died on the cross for me and when Jesus spoke to me, I just began to weep. Even though I am a child of God, it doesn’t make me any better of a person than the sinner. I had to look at the person with the same love God had for her. I had to remain humble and show love like Christ and God gave me so much grace which I showed my dad and my second mom. I forgave them and that is one reminder of how I was able to truly forgive my ex and friend.

If you find yourself struggling with forgiveness, whether it be yourself or with others, I would encourage you to seek the Lord in prayer. Take time to listen to what He has to say to you. Rest in the Lord and wait upon Him. Write it down, it will help you and encourage you. God has been so gracious to me and I want to show that same grace towards others. As you seek the Lord, listen and obey, it will change you as a person. Allow the love of Christ to shine through you unto others.

Matthew 6:14-15   “For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive men their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins.”

 

 A Story to Tell, My Testimony

 

“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.” Jeremiah 29:11-13

For this is my testimony, a story to tell. I truly give God all the glory as this is all God given. God gave me this title many years ago during my youth ministry years as a youth pastor’s wife. My story is not how I had planned my life would have gone but God had far greater plans for me. I was married for 26 years and shortly after my mom went on to be with the Lord in 2010, my former spouse left me. He came back and we went through marriage counseling but then months later he left again this time for good and filed for divorce. Within a little over a year, I had lost my mom, my husband and the youth ministry, all of which I was very passionate about. I felt like Job but he went through much worse than I could have ever imagined.

We were youth pastors and when he left he resigned and I was soon experiencing what my mom had gone through. My dad had left my mom after 37 years of marriage and filed for divorce. My mom then came to live with us a few years later until she went on to be with the Lord. She was an incredible woman of faith. She fought the battle of cancer and her faith in God never wavered. I thank God for my mom. She helped me in more ways than she will ever know. When I went through my divorce, I had to totally lean on God. I remember just pressing into His Word and praying for hours and hours. My story is one that sadly is more common now days. See what the enemy meant for bad, God intended for good.

My story is not that different than any other ordinary person. My story is one that God gave me many years ago during my youth ministry years in which I had started a blog and wrote down all the messages God started to give me. It seemed He liked 2 or 3 am, that was the time most of the messages were given to me and I would write them down. I remember one night my friend and I were up at our church for our prayer meeting and after praying we got together and shared what the Lord had given us. He laid 3 things on my heart, one was a scripture from Ezekiel chapters 3 and 33, second was “A Story to Tell,” which I thought was a book, then lastly public speaker which I put a question mark by. As most people know me, I do not like to speak in front of people at all; I tend to get very nervous. I have no problem speaking in front of little kids but it was hard just to speak in the messages God gave me in front of our youth but I did and wow the Holy Spirit moved in an amazing way. Little did I know God’s plans for my life were starting to unfold and He was speaking to me. During the time of my youth ministry years, as God was not only giving me messages but visions through dreams. These visions were taking place. I then realized that the dream God gave me was real. I was having them quite often then they started to settle down. One week I had these dreams for about 3 nights in a row and I thought at the time it was the enemy trying to attack me. I shared the dreams with my husband at the time as they concerned him. The dreams were about him seeing someone else, the next night it was about him resigning as youth pastor and him leaving me the first time, then the third night was him leaving me and filing for divorce and me finding out that he was having an affair. God even gave me the person and her younger daughter in the dream but at the time I didn’t piece that part together. A year and a half later when things started happening, I began to realize the dreams were warning dreams from the Lord. When he left me and resigned then came back didn’t think much of the dream until he left me the last time and filed for divorce then the dreams came back to me very vividly. When I found out about the affair and who it was well the dreams were dead on. God gave me the dreams in the order that it all happened. I now realize it was not the enemy attacking me but God giving me these dreams as a warning.

“For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms” Ephesians 6:12.

The hardest part of the divorce for me was the fact that this was taking place when my son was getting married in April of 2012.  God had blessed us with a son and a daughter, truly blessings from the Lord. He also answered this mom’s prayer for godly spouses and so very thankful to God for them. I have been blessed with a beautiful daughter in love and their handsome precious son, my grandson Malakai, whom has brought such joy to our family, truly a blessing from the Lord and my amazing son in law, truly a blessing and a man of God. God has blessed our family more than I could imagine, He has given us a very blessed extended family and very thankful to God for that. I give Him all the praises because He so deserving of it.

I look back on my life and think of where I was at one time in my life and thank God He spared my life and gave me chance after chance. He never let go of me and I know that because I always felt this tugging at my heart especially after the kids were born I knew I needed to get back in church and I wanted our kids to be brought up in a Christian home. I wanted them to know the Lord like I did when I was a little girl. When the kids were toddlers we enrolled them in a Christian preschool which the directors started witnessing to us and asked us to come visit and so we did. It took a good year before we did so and that first visit we both loved it. We went back and I gave my heart to the Lord, my ex-husband gave his life to the Lord months later right at the beginning of the new year. It was amazing and from then on our lives were changed. God moved in so many ways and began to use us. We started working with the youth. God led us to a new church in a town right by where we lived and we got involved in that church. I was a Missionette teacher and we also were just starting to get involved in the youth ministry but God had other plans for us. My former husband had this job opportunity come up in St. Louis, close to where his dad lived and it was very timely as his dad was diagnosed with cancer and was in the last stages so was not given much time to live. After much prayer, we both heard from the Lord and it was yes for him to take the job and we were to move. God would provide the home and He did just that all in one weekend when we went house hunting. Amazing how things fall into place when you rely on God and leave it all in His hands and truly trust Him. He had this all planned out from the very beginning. It was hard on my son who was in middle school at the time and was also 12 years old and not to mention was a little on the quiet side. He was not happy to hear the news as he was leaving all his friends that he grew up with. My daughter was the more outgoing one and very sociable so I wasn’t too worried about her because she made friends very easily. She had no problem with the news, it was hard for her to leave her friends but she knew we had prayed about this. God led us to find a church fairly quickly and then we got involved. I was involved as a girls Missionettes teacher, taught Sunday School for a bit then began to teach Little Kids church on one Sunday a month, then we felt the call to become youth sponsors. We approached our youth pastors and they both prayed and said yes. Then later our youth pastor had approached my ex-husband (my husband at the time) and asked him if he had been called into ministry because God was speaking to him and asking him to approach him about this calling.  My ex-husband did tell him yes that God had started speaking to his heart about this matter and later on he took the steps to get credentialed. As our kids grew, it was our daughter’s last year in youth as my ex-husband was made youth pastor; we had been the interim youth pastors a couple times before being made the official youth pastors for our church which led to many amazing adventures. God truly blessed our youth ministry. During that time we took yearly Mission Trips within our country, did fundraising for Missions Trips and Youth Camps, activities for the kids. We outgrew our room and had to knock out a wall to enlarge the youth room which was awesome. God was moving in our youth group and their lives. I don’t regret those years because lives were changed. 

My daughter then got married and shortly after her marriage, my mom was diagnosed with T-Cell Lymphoma cancer which was a very aggressive type of cancer and she was in the third stage. It was all very devastating to us and Bill was already having trouble with his knee which the doctors were looking at him having a full knee replacement. As time went by the oncologist put her on the highest form after trying one chemo then a test trial which wasn’t working and her cancer was getting bigger but had not yet spread so they put her on the highest chemo for that type which was a very aggressive chemo as well and one she would have to be in the hospital to have for 3 days. I was a substitute teacher during this time which was great because it allowed me to be with mom, take her to treatments and stay at the hospital with her. We made several trips back to hospital as we were told that would happen and it was common. It seemed she would go a week and a half then have to go back to the hospital for another stay for at least 2 or 3 days then we would get to go home. At the end of treatment mom was feeling much better so we were hopeful and had been praying for a miracle from the Lord but later on we would find out news that she only had months to live that the chemo had reduced it but then it grew back and this time much larger and had spread which was not good. My sister was with my mom at the time of the news as I was at youth camp and received the news. I was a mess when I heard the news so it was hard for me to hold it together during worship and our youth camp and my youth group all prayed over me and for my mom. When I got home my mom had wanted to go back to Arkansas to stay and be buried there when the time came as she was only given 2 to 4 weeks to live. We left the next week for Arkansas as my sister drove up and met us half way and I left with my mom and sister as my ex had to work. The kids said their goodbyes as well knowing this may be the last time they saw their grandma alive. Hospice was brought in and shortly afterwards we saw the decline and mom passed went onto be with the Lord on Friday morning, July 2^nd, 2010 in her sleep. My mom had always said that was how she wanted to go and God granted her that desire. She was peaceful with everything. When my mom got the news, she cried but then she accepted that she was going to be with Jesus. She had such faith and strength through it all. That is what helped inspire me when the storms really hit hard. It is hard not having either parent around when trials come and you really are unsure who to talk to. I was blessed with a close friend that God used in an incredible way to minister to me as she had went through a divorce many years prior and very similar to my story but her kids were young at the time. She ministered to me and was there for me during that very difficult time. I look at what God has done for her now and it is truly amazing. God brought an amazing man of God into her life in which they got married and so truly blessed. Praise be to God for all He has done and is continuing to do in our life! Keep praising Him no matter good or bad, He is in control.

I don’t regret what all I went through because God did an amazing work in me in which I am going to share. I give God all the glory for this is all for Him. Without Him I would not be where I am today. I am thankful for the storms in my life because they have made me who I am today. I pray that as I share what God has laid upon my heart to write that this encourages others and motivates others to take that leap of faith as I have done so. My prayer is that this would help save those who are struggling in their marriage or relationship, help those who are single, those who are battling depression, loneliness, and help those who are facing trials in their life. Whatever you are facing may God help use this to meet you where you are in life. God bless you and may God’s peace be with you.

What God has done in my life is truly amazing. I have been blessed that God has placed special people in my life to minister to me and help me to grow. The Holy Spirit is moving in my life in incredible ways and I am truly blessed and thankful for His Holy Presence in my life. May this blessing from the Lord inspire you in your journey in life. Maybe you are experiencing something similar to this or maybe you are going through divorce now, keep the faith and keep seeking God in all of it. He is in control. Keep your focus on the Lord and give Him all your burdens. He has you in the palm of his hand.

 “Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding, in all your ways submit to him, and He will make your paths straight” (Proverbs 3:5-6).

“I lift up my eyes to the mountains – where does my help come from? My help comes from the Lord, the Maker of heaven and earth” (Psalm 121:1-2).

“The Lord will keep you from all harm – he will watch over your life; the Lord will watch over your coming and going both now and forevermore” (Psalm 121:7-8).

 

 A Story to Tell, My Testimony

“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.” Jeremiah 29:11-13

For this is my testimony, a story to tell. I truly give God all the glory as this is all God given. God gave me this title many years ago during my youth ministry years as a youth pastor’s wife. My story is not how I had planned my life would have gone but God had far greater plans for me. I was married for 26 years and shortly after my mom went on to be with the Lord in 2010, my former spouse left me. He came back and we went through marriage counseling but then months later he left again this time for good and filed for divorce. Within a little over a year, I had lost my mom, my husband and the youth ministry, all of which I was very passionate about. I felt like Job but he went through much worse than I could have ever imagined.

We were youth pastors and when he left he resigned and I was soon experiencing what my mom had gone through. My dad had left my mom after 37 years of marriage and filed for divorce. My mom then came to live with us a few years later until she went on to be with the Lord. She was an incredible woman of faith. She fought the battle of cancer and her faith in God never wavered. I thank God for my mom. She helped me in more ways than she will ever know. When I went through my divorce, I had to totally lean on God. I remember just pressing into His Word and praying for hours and hours. My story is one that sadly is more common now days. See what the enemy meant for bad, God intended for good.

My story is not that different than any other ordinary person. My story is one that God gave me many years ago during my youth ministry years in which I had started a blog and wrote down all the messages God started to give me. It seemed He liked 2 or 3 am, that was the time most of the messages were given to me and I would write them down. I remember one night my friend and I were up at our church for our prayer meeting and after praying we got together and shared what the Lord had given us. He laid 3 things on my heart, one was a scripture from Ezekiel chapters 3 and 33, second was “A Story to Tell,” which I thought was a book, then lastly public speaker which I put a question mark by. As most people know me, I do not like to speak in front of people at all; I tend to get very nervous. I have no problem speaking in front of little kids but it was hard just to speak in the messages God gave me in front of our youth but I did and wow the Holy Spirit moved in an amazing way. Little did I know God’s plans for my life were starting to unfold and He was speaking to me. During the time of my youth ministry years, as God was not only giving me messages but visions through dreams. These visions were taking place. I then realized that the dream God gave me was real. I was having them quite often then they started to settle down. One week I had these dreams for about 3 nights in a row and I thought at the time it was the enemy trying to attack me. I shared the dreams with my husband at the time as they concerned him. The dreams were about him seeing someone else, the next night it was about him resigning as youth pastor and him leaving me the first time, then the third night was him leaving me and filing for divorce and me finding out that he was having an affair. God even gave me the person and her younger daughter in the dream but at the time I didn’t piece that part together. A year and a half later when things started happening, I began to realize the dreams were warning dreams from the Lord. When he left me and resigned then came back didn’t think much of the dream until he left me the last time and filed for divorce then the dreams came back to me very vividly. When I found out about the affair and who it was well the dreams were dead on. God gave me the dreams in the order that it all happened. I now realize it was not the enemy attacking me but God giving me these dreams as a warning.

“For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms” Ephesians 6:12.

The hardest part of the divorce for me was the fact that this was taking place when my son was getting married in April of 2012.  God had blessed us with a son and a daughter, truly blessings from the Lord. He also answered this mom’s prayer for godly spouses and so very thankful to God for them. I have been blessed with a beautiful daughter in love and their handsome precious son, my grandson Malakai, whom has brought such joy to our family, truly a blessing from the Lord and my amazing son in law, truly a blessing and a man of God. God has blessed our family more than I could imagine, He has given us a very blessed extended family and very thankful to God for that. I give Him all the praises because He so deserving of it.

I look back on my life and think of where I was at one time in my life and thank God He spared my life and gave me chance after chance. He never let go of me and I know that because I always felt this tugging at my heart especially after the kids were born I knew I needed to get back in church and I wanted our kids to be brought up in a Christian home. I wanted them to know the Lord like I did when I was a little girl. When the kids were toddlers we enrolled them in a Christian preschool which the directors started witnessing to us and asked us to come visit and so we did. It took a good year before we did so and that first visit we both loved it. We went back and I gave my heart to the Lord, my ex-husband gave his life to the Lord months later right at the beginning of the new year. It was amazing and from then on our lives were changed. God moved in so many ways and began to use us. We started working with the youth. God led us to a new church in a town right by where we lived and we got involved in that church. I was a Missionette teacher and we also were just starting to get involved in the youth ministry but God had other plans for us. My former husband had this job opportunity come up in St. Louis, close to where his dad lived and it was very timely as his dad was diagnosed with cancer and was in the last stages so was not given much time to live. After much prayer, we both heard from the Lord and it was yes for him to take the job and we were to move. God would provide the home and He did just that all in one weekend when we went house hunting. Amazing how things fall into place when you rely on God and leave it all in His hands and truly trust Him. He had this all planned out from the very beginning. It was hard on my son who was in middle school at the time and was also 12 years old and not to mention was a little on the quiet side. He was not happy to hear the news as he was leaving all his friends that he grew up with. My daughter was the more outgoing one and very sociable so I wasn’t too worried about her because she made friends very easily. She had no problem with the news, it was hard for her to leave her friends but she knew we had prayed about this. God led us to find a church fairly quickly and then we got involved. I was involved as a girls Missionettes teacher, taught Sunday School for a bit then began to teach Little Kids church on one Sunday a month, then we felt the call to become youth sponsors. We approached our youth pastors and they both prayed and said yes. Then later our youth pastor had approached my ex-husband (my husband at the time) and asked him if he had been called into ministry because God was speaking to him and asking him to approach him about this calling.  My ex-husband did tell him yes that God had started speaking to his heart about this matter and later on he took the steps to get credentialed. As our kids grew, it was our daughter’s last year in youth as my ex-husband was made youth pastor; we had been the interim youth pastors a couple times before being made the official youth pastors for our church which led to many amazing adventures. God truly blessed our youth ministry. During that time we took yearly Mission Trips within our country, did fundraising for Missions Trips and Youth Camps, activities for the kids. We outgrew our room and had to knock out a wall to enlarge the youth room which was awesome. God was moving in our youth group and their lives. I don’t regret those years because lives were changed. 

My daughter then got married and shortly after her marriage, my mom was diagnosed with T-Cell Lymphoma cancer which was a very aggressive type of cancer and she was in the third stage. It was all very devastating to us and Bill was already having trouble with his knee which the doctors were looking at him having a full knee replacement. As time went by the oncologist put her on the highest form after trying one chemo then a test trial which wasn’t working and her cancer was getting bigger but had not yet spread so they put her on the highest chemo for that type which was a very aggressive chemo as well and one she would have to be in the hospital to have for 3 days. I was a substitute teacher during this time which was great because it allowed me to be with mom, take her to treatments and stay at the hospital with her. We made several trips back to hospital as we were told that would happen and it was common. It seemed she would go a week and a half then have to go back to the hospital for another stay for at least 2 or 3 days then we would get to go home. At the end of treatment mom was feeling much better so we were hopeful and had been praying for a miracle from the Lord but later on we would find out news that she only had months to live that the chemo had reduced it but then it grew back and this time much larger and had spread which was not good. My sister was with my mom at the time of the news as I was at youth camp and received the news. I was a mess when I heard the news so it was hard for me to hold it together during worship and our youth camp and my youth group all prayed over me and for my mom. When I got home my mom had wanted to go back to Arkansas to stay and be buried there when the time came as she was only given 2 to 4 weeks to live. We left the next week for Arkansas as my sister drove up and met us half way and I left with my mom and sister as my ex had to work. The kids said their goodbyes as well knowing this may be the last time they saw their grandma alive. Hospice was brought in and shortly afterwards we saw the decline and mom passed went onto be with the Lord on Friday morning, July 2^nd, 2010 in her sleep. My mom had always said that was how she wanted to go and God granted her that desire. She was peaceful with everything. When my mom got the news, she cried but then she accepted that she was going to be with Jesus. She had such faith and strength through it all. That is what helped inspire me when the storms really hit hard. It is hard not having either parent around when trials come and you really are unsure who to talk to. I was blessed with a close friend that God used in an incredible way to minister to me as she had went through a divorce many years prior and very similar to my story but her kids were young at the time. She ministered to me and was there for me during that very difficult time. I look at what God has done for her now and it is truly amazing. God brought an amazing man of God into her life in which they got married and so truly blessed. Praise be to God for all He has done and is continuing to do in our life! Keep praising Him no matter good or bad, He is in control.

I don’t regret what all I went through because God did an amazing work in me in which I am going to share. I give God all the glory for this is all for Him. Without Him I would not be where I am today. I am thankful for the storms in my life because they have made me who I am today. I pray that as I share what God has laid upon my heart to write that this encourages others and motivates others to take that leap of faith as I have done so. My prayer is that this would help save those who are struggling in their marriage or relationship, help those who are single, those who are battling depression, loneliness, and help those who are facing trials in their life. Whatever you are facing may God help use this to meet you where you are in life. God bless you and may God’s peace be with you.

What God has done in my life is truly amazing. I have been blessed that God has placed special people in my life to minister to me and help me to grow. The Holy Spirit is moving in my life in incredible ways and I am truly blessed and thankful for His Holy Presence in my life. May this blessing from the Lord inspire you in your journey in life. Maybe you are experiencing something similar to this or maybe you are going through divorce now, keep the faith and keep seeking God in all of it. He is in control. Keep your focus on the Lord and give Him all your burdens. He has you in the palm of his hand.

 “Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding, in all your ways submit to him, and He will make your paths straight” (Proverbs 3:5-6).

“I lift up my eyes to the mountains – where does my help come from? My help comes from the Lord, the Maker of heaven and earth” (Psalm 121:1-2).

“The Lord will keep you from all harm – he will watch over your life; the Lord will watch over your coming and going both now and forevermore” (Psalm 121:7-8).

Release

The Lord gave me a prophetic message to share on March 5th and the rest on April 2nd, 2017. I shared this message on FB as a status and in a video as God spoke to me about sharing what He gives me. Since I have released this message which was the Saturday before Easter, there have been confirmations from other prophets. I give God all the glory! It is truly amazing what the Lord is doing!

Isaiah 61:1-2 "The Spirit of the Sovereign Lord is on me, because the Lord has anointed me to preach good news to the poor. He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from darkness for the prisoners, to proclaim the year of the Lord's favor."

Luke 4:18 "The Spirit of the Lord is on me, because He has anointed me to preach good news to the poor. He has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners and recovery of sight for the blind, to release the oppressed, to proclaim the year of the Lord's favor."

There will be a:

Release of Finances - Come in from unexpected places/means.

Release of Healing - Increase of healing, both emotionally and physically.

Release of the Power of God/the Holy Spirit - Increase of signs, wonders, miracles, visions, dreams and supernatural encounters.

Release of Angels - God is releasing His angels upon the earth over His people.

Release of Authority - Increase of people speaking the Word of God with power and authority.

Release of Gifts and Talents - God will move through you in a mighty way, there will be an acceleration.

Release of Salvation/Lost Loved Ones Returning to the Lord.

Release of Homes, Buildings, and Land. The Lord says we should pray but there is to be a release of homes, buildings, and land. Pray!

Release of God's Anointing Upon His People - Increase of God's anointing being poured out upon His people.

Release of God's Promises. We will see more of God's promises being fulfilled.